Tuesday, July 5, 2011 at 7:08PM Mindful of how I must step,
Carefully,
Cautiously...
Continuously
Obstacles lay in my path...
No more shall I grasp to stabilize,
All that falls
Lays as it should
In the grand design...
Fight no more...
Arms, hands at my side,
It is time to turn and walk away.
This I must not hide
Sunday, March 20, 2011 at 11:46PM I strive everyday to be the best I can be
The best person, friendly, helpful, a realist of dreams
Everyday I look back to see where I fell short
My way to correct, or improve the being I am
Everyday I try to be a good mother, advisor, source of guidance...
Its what I do, to see young people excel, my sons included.
Everyday I look back to see where I fell short
As a freind, am I there,
As a Lover, did I hold back, If yes, why,
If not , was openess returned.
Everyday I ask myself do I attract or push relationships away?
I share who I am, my passions, my dreams in search of a kindred spirit
To make life creative, interesting, a joy, meaningful to someone else.
Yet this state of being continues to elude me.
Everyday I wonder...can I make things any better
Will there a time when my struggles are no so personal
If there is a place, a time, a way, I can be me
Is there a person able to stand and be embraced by all that is me....
Everyday I must ask Do I have it all wrong?
Tuesday, March 15, 2011 at 4:10PM Thinking of nothing, you come to me
In twilght of sleep, you come to me
Never held your hand
Never touched your face
Never held your body
Never had your embrace
In stillness, message received
Traversing time and space
Internal sensation erupts
Non-physical presence prevails
Emphatically, telepathically
Empathetically, read me,
See me, touch me, feel me
Thinking of you, you fill me
In the midst of desire, you fill me
Your hand in mine
Vis a Vis, yes face to face
Bodies are together by design
Embrace commenced, sublime
What must be, will come to pass
No gift to be greater, in time
In stasis, anticipate nothing
Patience, consummation, culmination
Resolution... beautiful... finally...
Connected
Wednesday, March 2, 2011 at 6:35PM Here we are
A place of comfort, safe
A state knowing one cares
No pressure
No struggles
No conflict
In confidence, you know me
In comfort as we speak
You listen, say, tell
Truths
On each other, have we weeped
Revealing secrets, intimate details
Increments of sorrow, compassion, pain
Silently we love, unspoken, unsaid
Bonded, symbiotically, logically
A glance, a touch, an extrasensory response
Feel me, Feel me, Feel me
You, who I say, is my friend.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011 at 6:30PM When one looks to uphold a dream, to live, to seek,
Why is it the dream be so out of reach, so out of touch,
The realism of what is desired, as opposed to what is required,
Counter balances the tangibility of the dream.
Suffice it to say, the perceived satisfaction of posession
Does not solidify any commonality or bond beyond the superficial.
On the deeper plane of existence,
A realm created through an intellectual excitability
Not only stimulates the mind,
But heightens sensitivity and reactivity physiologically.
A preface to climatic initialization of mind, body and spirit..
Expressively connected..